Kazhinji, vakadzi vanopfuura makore makumi matatu vakasangana nezvose zvavanofanira kupfuura nazvo.Kana iri nyaya yebonde havasisina husvibira hwaiita kuti vatsvode vachiona vamwe vachitsvodana vachiri vadiki.Vazhinji vakadzi vechidiki vakura vatove nehunyanzvi hwavo hwepabonde, hwakadai sekunyomba, kunakidzwa, kumira, nezvimwe.
Ndine shamwari yepamoyo inonzi Lisa.Murume wake aifanira kuparadzaniswa naye nevana nokuda kwezvikonzero zvebasa, uye vaigona bedzi kubatanidzwazve mwedzi mumwe kana kuti miviri gore rimwe nerimwe.Dzimwe nguva ndinomunzwira tsitsi.Aneta nebasa uye anofanira kurera vana.Ndinomukurudzira kuti ambozorora kana aine nguva.Anogara achinyemwerera nehasha uye oti, “Ndinodawo kuita izvozvo!”Hongu, ndiani angada kushanda nesimba kudaro?Ndakangotura befu nekumusimbisa ndichiti, “You are a great pseudo-single mother” zvakabva zvaita kuti vaswedere pedyo nekuchema.
Imwe nguva ndaikurukura naye ndikati, “Murume wako adzoka mushure menguva refu kudaro.Chii chaunofanira kuita kana uine zvido zvepabonde?"Akati, “Kana ndiine pfungwa dzakadaro, ndinobva ndadzisiya, zvikasadaro ndoita sei.”"Hamuna kumbofunga nezve kufona kana kutaura naye vhidhiyo?"Akabva ati nekamwe kakunyemwerera, “Zvinonyadzisa, handizivi kuti ndozviita sei, ndingatadza kuzvigamuchira, uye handizivi kana asingazvifarire.Isu tatova murume nemukadzi, musamurega achindiseka.Akadaro achiseka hake.
Asi mazuva mashoma apfuura, akakurukura neni matoyi ezvepabonde.Ndakafara zvikuru pakutanga.Chokwadi mufaro uyu waivepo nekuti ndakafara kuti aive nemafungiro akadaro kuupenyu.Ndakamubvunza kuti "Sei wakangoerekana wafunga kutenga matoyi ebonde?".Vakamboita chinguva vakanyarara ndokuti, “Ini ndaneta.Kuri kure.Mumativi ose ari maviri, pese pandinomuda, haapo.Ndinoda kugoverana naye, asi iye haasati aripo.Chinotonyanya kundisuwisa ndechekuti, Haanzwisise kuzvipira kwangu uye manzwiro angu.Anongotaura neni kamwe chete apo neapo, asi anonzwa kusagadzikana uye asinganzwisisike kunyange kuburikidza nerunhare.”…”Saka ndiri kufunga, kana ndikakwanisa kugadzirisa zvandinoda zvenyama ndega, ndingararama seizvi kweupenyu hwangu hwese? ”akadaro achisekerera hake.Ndakavhiringika.Kunyange zvazvo ndichiwanzotaurisa kudaro, ndichitarisana neshamwari yangu yepamwoyo yamakore akawanda, kusurukirwa kwake kwakandisiya ndisina remuromo.Ndakaziva kuti aibata misodzi uye aitozivawo kuti ndanga ndisisamumbundire.Takangogara tose kwekanguva, tichifuridzira mhepo inotonhora, kuti tichengetedze tsika dzeukweguru hwedu.
Nguva yekutumira: Oct-19-2023
